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i dont really care how depressing this sounds, and i’ll probably delete this within the next 48 hours anyways so whatever; i am tired of feeling like this. having zero security, the same pattern arising, trying to deal with other peoples problems, just survive on my own. sure they’re there, but are they really? no they aren’t. too consumed with issues that seem like a deep, sucking, black hole. so sick of all of this. i have been witness to this for eighteen fricken years. thats too long. i hate being at home.
